My First Song Composition

WONDERFUL STORY

by: Ryxxie

I was so hurt

I didn’t know why

Still wondering

Why I have to cry

Is it because

I really love you

Or just because

I really care

To all the things

We’ve been through

I really wanted to scream

Everything just turned so dim

I cannot defy the way

Back to your love

We once had our own world

But then it fades away

Something’s telling me

This is now the end

Of our WONDERFUL STORY

Everyone just tried to fake it

Telling me “Its Okay”

But no I can’t take it

It’s the pain that wants to stay

I met you by surprise

Still anticipating

Why I felt so wrong now

Where’s my happy ending?

I just want to hold you

Here in my loving arms

But you just denied the fact

That I’m in love

I’d still believe in you

And all the things you’ve done to me

I don’t think it’s over

But OVER is what I see…

-this is my first song composition since 2006. I made this song for the first person who broke my heart.  hehehe.. I just miss this song but now I don’t feel like singing it anymore. For the reason that I AM NOW HAPPY and nothing/no one could take that away from me. 

The Hoax (My last song for HIM)

My yesterday is gone
And you’re now a part of it
Gotta get things in my own way
And no you’ll never make it

Now you want me back
Starting all over again
But boy don’t you hear me?
My love for you is dead

I’m beginning to forget
The beauty of your promises
You’ll never have my love again
So go, live lies and die with you excuses

Somehow I’ve realized
That it wasn’t my loss
Your sorry’s made me feel
That this is how it goes

Now don’t try to tell me
That I’ll come back to you
Boy the road is closed
And still my love for you is dead

I’m done crying all your worth
Feelings keep slipping away
So go on just keep your stars
‘coz I’ve finally found my own

--He is just part of my yesterday now... We have been together for 2years and a half... This would be my last post/song for him and us... Yesterday's gone and so is HE :) Goodbye, Patrick.